Advice For Woman Thinking Of Separating: One Thing She Really Needs

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I am going to give some really blunt but honest advice to this reader who is thinking of separating and who sent this email:

 

My husband and I have been married nearly 25 years. My husband said he wanted a divorce and moved out for 6 months. Then he came back and has been back for one year. We are still in counseling. It is SO HARD. I am still feeling hurt and betrayed. Can’t trust again. Very unhappy.  

 

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He hasn’t had a steady job in awhile and our income went from 6 figures a few years ago to just above the poverty level. Neither of us has been able to find a suitable job.  

I found out way too late that while I thought he was saving for college and retirement, he wasn’t. I was dumbfounded. I had trusted him completely.

I thought we were set.  We have kids in college.

The hardest thing has been that we are both Christians and our church will not “allow” us to divorce since there are no biblical grounds. There was no affair, no other woman. So basically I would be kicked out of the church.

The worst part is two-fold:

1) I don’t want to be by myself as I am prone to depression and despair

2) I am unable to support myself so am financially stuck in this marriage. I have no way to make a living.

During a particular time of my husband’s unemployment, I got a part-time job. I screwed that thing up. I had only been there for 3 months. Then I worked for another company but it shut down after a year. I also worked as an assistant for a few months. I got in trouble. You can see why I am unemployed.

I am feeling very hopeless and quite unhappy. I have got to get out of here!

What would you do if you were me? I want so much to love this man who broke my heart into a million pieces but he is not giving me too many reasons.

 

 

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I truly feel sorry for this woman who is in such an unhealthy situation, and yet I don’t. Why not? Because she has so much power and control over this, but is just too scared to take action. In other words, this woman’s problem is an easy fix. When I say “easy,” I don’t mean what she has to do will be easy, but rather that the solution to her problems can easily be fixed. It’s very obvious. Let me explain.

 

Her husband left her and came back. Red flag. Her husband hasn’t had a job in several years. Not good. Her husband lied and led her to believe he was saving for his kids’ college but he wasn’t. Red flag. There was no affair and no other woman. How does she know this is the truth? She doesn’t.

 

It is a combination of all these things that is leading this woman to say “I can’t trust again.” “I’m unhappy” and the most upsetting one I read, “I have got to get out of here!”

 

But, she is trying desperately to make it work. Why? Because that is the easiest path. She doesn’t want to be divorced. She doesn’t want to be alone. She doesn’t want to be kicked out of the church. But most of all, she doesn’t believe she is capable of making her own living. I really do understand her mindset. Leaving isn’t an easy decision.

 

But, I have to wonder what the heck happened to her self-esteem. Did that go out the window one day? I’m not judging. Trust me. Mine did when I was married and a stay-at-home mom. I didn’t believe I could ever handle having a job again. Like this woman, I tried a few things and they didn’t work out. But eventually, I found the right job, the right mix of working for other companies and working for myself, and my professional life has never felt better.

 

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So, what I want to say to this woman is, your problems are easily fixable: GET A JOB. The bottom line is, you have to become financial independent and self-sufficient in that regard. Once that happens, you will be able to make much better decisions on your personal life and what is best for you, your husband and your kids.

 

I’m not telling you to leave him. But I am telling you that if your professional life becomes stable, you then have more options. You can really decide what you want because you will have financial independence and being insecure and afraid about money won’t be clouding your judgment. Then, you can tell him to hit the road or give things another try.

 

He needs to get a stable job, as well. I’m not saying it is easy to find work. But, you both have experience. As for you, you have mentioned 3 jobs that you were able to land. That tells me that getting a job for you isn’t a problem, it’s keeping one that is. I’m not blaming you, I’m promise. I’m just trying to motivate you to find a job and then keep it. Need it and own it and make it work!

 

We all have to put up with crap at our jobs—things we don’t love doing, people we don’t like dealing with, etc. But if we want to keep the job and prosper, we have to bite our lip and get along with others and work our asses off! But that’s OK because the reward is…FINANCIAL INDEPENDENCE!

 

Look, you gave me three reasons for staying and I didn’t like any of them:

 

1. The church will kick you out.
2. You don’t want to be alone.
3. You feel financially stuck in the marriage.

 

My advice:

 

1. The church might kick you out but God never ever will.
2. Being alone is scary but you can handle it. Everyone is scared of that and most do great.
3. Financial independence.

In other words, stay because you want to stay. Stay because you love him. Don’t stay because of FEAR of anything.

 

You want “so much to love this man who broke my heart in a million pieces.” Do you? Or do you want to love him because that is the best alternative? It’s scary to face the truth, but if you are willing to see it and take actions to change your circumstances and work your butt off to get there, your picture will look a lot different sooner than you think.

 

I wish you all the best and if I forgot to tell you, the key to solving your problem is financial independence. 🙂

Like this post? Check out “Getting Divorced? Chances are It’s Not Lack of Love, It’s Lack of Like.”

 

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6 Responses to “Advice For Woman Thinking Of Separating: One Thing She Really Needs”

  1. Ruby Kang

    Great advice jackie! Sometimes we all underestimate our worth and abilities, but we are stronger than we think. I hope this woman gets the courage to work towards independence then make a clear headed decision about her marriage.

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  2. Kimberly

    Hello! I’ve been married for 8 years, have 2 adult kids from a previous relationship and they are now out the house. 🙂 He is a good guy but struggles with insecurities that step from his childhood plus I want/enjoy different things now that I don’t have the responsibility of taking care of the kids. I’ve allowed it for 8 years and am now just fed up. We’ve talked about divorce but he keeps begging me not to leave and that he can’t live without me. I have looked for apartments to live in and am excited to be on my own but struggle with telling him I want out. Since this is my first marriage I am trying to come to terms with why I feel this way.

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  3. Sensei

    Well said / tough love advice but people like this need that. The only person standing in the way of her moving forward is *herself*.

    And one thing to always keep in mind whenever I got scared during my divorce – “it’s better to be single, than to WISH you were.”

    Get a job. Keep it. Enjoy the feeling of independence and pride that starts slowly building up inside. Stand on your own two feet.

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  4. Don

    ABSOLUTELY!!!!!!! Get a job!!!!!!! Employment solves most relationship issues even though a lot of folks do not want to believe that, If both people are making jing, even if one makes more than the other it shows that both are trying.

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    • Jackie Pilossoph

      You are right! When both people are working, not only are the more financially stable, but they are happier, have better self esteem, appreciate each other more, etc. A relationship/marriage has a better chance of working if both people are working!

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  5. Matt Ingham

    Being financially ‘stuck’ in a marriage is a horrible reality that unfortunately rings true for a lot of stay-at-home spouses.

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