20 things I wish I Could Have Told My Newly Separated Self


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As I look back on myself as a newly separated 41 year old with two young children, I realize now how utterly lost I was. Those first several months were brutal. Not only was I trying to navigate the waters of divorce, dealing with the ups and downs of litigation and mediation, but I was also trying to heal my broken heart, and at the same time trying to find my way to a happier life.

It was like a roller coaster, and I remember that winter, I got the worst flu I’ve ever had in my life, probably my body’s reaction to months and months of some of the worst stress I can ever remember.

Had I had someone like me (a divorce blogger and someone who has been there) to give myself some good advice, it would have been nice! A lot of stress, probably most of it, stems from the fear of the unknown, so if someone would have given me a few nuggets of advice, it really would have been useful!

So, here are 20 things I wish I could have told my newly separated self!

  1. This isn’t going to be easy. Put on your seatbelt and go for the ride.Try to enjoy the non bumpy times because there aren’t many, but some parts of the journey are wonderful, believe it or not.
  2. Your ex is hurting too. And he’s angry. Try to be understanding of erratic, unreasonable behavior. I’m not saying accept it. It’s not okay. Just understand why it’s happening.
  3. Getting divorced doesn’t make you a failure so stop looking at it that way.
  4. Be careful who you talk to. Airing your dirty laundry to the wrong people could have consequences.
  5. Reach out to the people who love you. They want to be there for you. Don’t sit in a room and cry by yourself all the time. There are times you need to call up your girlfriend and just sob.
  6. You won’t be alone and single when you’re 70, so stop worrying about it.
  7. Your kids are going to act out, cry a lot, and possibly be angry. It’s your fault for getting a divorce but their behavior isn’t YOUR fault and it doesn’t mean you made a mistake getting divorced. Deal with it the best you can and get your kids therapy if you think it will help them. Don’t feel guilty.
  8. Your ex will have a girlfriend in the next two weeks. Be prepared. And, he will still be cold and distant to you, no matter how blissful he seems with her.
  9. Your in-laws will act like strangers to you. Be prepared to be in shock when they treat you like the scum of the earth.
  10. Some of your friends will stop calling you or returning your calls. Don’t take it personally. Your divorce is THEIR issue.
  11.  Some of your friends will start calling you and want to get together to hear the dirt on why you got separated. After one get together, you will never hear from them again.
  12. Start doing yoga. Today.
  13. You’re going to get calls from your attorney telling you what is happening in your case. Some calls will cause you to cry so hard you will hyperventilate. Remember that it will all turn out fine if you make good, ethical choices, be the best mom(or dad) you can be and don’t break the law.
  14. You’re going to meet a lot of men who will paint a bleak picture of what the dating scene after divorce is like. Trust me, there are good ones out there! Don’t lose hope.
  15. One night, you will be out and you won’t be expecting anything, and a guy who you never thought would be interested in you will be. And it will make you feel young again and sexy and pretty!
  16. There will be so many nights you will feel exhausted and like things will never get any better. They will.
  17.  If someone other than your soon-to-be ex tells you that you should consider getting on anti-depressants, consider the fact that they might be right.Many men and women go on medication for the short term during the beginning of a divorce. There’s no shame in it!
  18. Worrying doesn’t really do anything except cause sickness and disease, and make you feel depressed.
  19. Whenever you feel extreme anger, sadness, depression or anxiety, do one of two things: go to the gym or write in a journal. Just do it. Don’t even think twice. Those two things are guaranteed temporary remedies.
  20.  Don’t lose sight of other things going on in the world, or your friends and family’s lives. Your divorce isn’t the center of the universe.

 

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24 Responses to “20 things I wish I Could Have Told My Newly Separated Self”

  1. Leslee Kelly

    Thank you so much for these comments a. It helps tremendously to know that i am not alone in my feelings and experiences. You are doing great work and i hope that you continue.

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  2. Kelly

    Thank you, mine is moving out tomorrow and I am crushed…never thought watching him pack his things would hurt sooo much!! Thank you believe me you are helping me and others on how to cope!!!~Kelly

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  3. Per

    I liked exercise to clear my brain. You write yoga, but I think it could be any kind of exercise. Otherwise I like your extensive list on divorce problems to work out. 🙂

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  5. Melanie L.

    Many of these definitely resonate with me! I might have to draft a response blog post with some additional list items! I’m so glad I’m not alone!

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  7. Emma

    Thank you!
    This is my first weekend of my daughter being with her father and I am feeling a little emotional.
    #2 Your ex is hurting too. And he’s angry. Try to be understanding of erratic, unreasonable behavior. I’m not saying accept it. It’s not okay. Just understand why it’s happening.
    This is one I have to keep reminding myself about, although it will not stop the anger and hurt for now, because I do believe that ….
    # 8 Your ex will have a girlfriend in the next two weeks. Be prepared. And, he will still be cold and distant to you, no matter how blissful he seems with her.
    TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON AND BE HAPPY :). Kind of exciting!

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  8. Questioner

    One area that could be added:

    Prepare yourself for your friends’ attempts to get you back together, and for their unsolicited advice on what you should do on other matters. You will want to tell them to shut up, and might even try hiding, but your friends will persist. It’s tough to tell them to shut up, especially if they do it in front of your kids, which people did to me, and I have no idea why they didn’t have the sense not to do that. Almost all of us are trying to to shield your kids from the details of your divorce.

    I was told the following, and you’ll probably hear the same things, or variations of them:

    – She’s so nice! (I wanted to say: you don’t know what was said and what went on behind closed doors – if you treated me like she did in the last 3 years of our marriage, I’d imagine decapitating you, and I certainly wouldn’t speak to you again. Besides, if she was so nice, why did she abandon me with the kids and cut off contact with them as well as with me?).

    – Did you try counseling? We had a good one who saved our marriage – give me her number and I’ll call her and tell her about what he did for us. (I wanted to say: Counseling? Is that something new? Yes, we went to counseling over two years after I first suggested it to her, and by that time, an unbreakable wall had been built between us. And by the way,, do you realize that by asking this you’re implying we didn’t work hard enough on our marriage?)

    – Marriage takes work. (I wanted to say – I guess you think we were pretty lazy then, right?)

    – You two could grow old together. This came from a guy whose wife had died, and he missed her (I wanted to say: Yes, we could grow old together, but she’s either meaner than hell or off the deep end, and it would be a long, miserable life for me if I did).

    – Drive five hours to where she’s now living and beg her to come back. (What I wanted to say: first of all, pursuit never works according to the experts, and she probably wouldn’t even speak to me if I did drive there. Second of all, I don’t want her back – who would want someone back who left me in a rage with three hours notice after spending 15 minutes telling the kids she was never coming back, and then cut off her kids?)

    – When you’re done with this, there will be plenty of women interested in you. (What I wanted to say: Maybe, but the last three years of my marriage were so horrible that I’m considering celibacy for life – many, perhaps most people going through a divorce are too clobbered by it all to think of having another relationship – I certainly don’t want one right now, and I’m also simply too busy dealing with finding and scanning 1000 pages of financial records for the divorce while working and dealing with the kids to even think about other women).

    You may hear other variations, including things which I didn’t hear, like:

    – Make sure you clean him out. (Yes, you want advice on really creating a war right now).

    – I never liked him or her, anyway. (Thanks for telling me how bad my judgment was)

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    PS: Jackie – If you haven’t written a column about this, please do so. The rest of the world needs to learn what to say to someone going through a divorce.

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